Adelaide, 31 August 2010. Today is my last day in this beautiful city. Tomorrow, I will fly off to Perth and spend a night before depart to Malaysia.
Frankly speaking, feel a bit sad to leave but I know my path have to continue as the way it is and not as current track. I will fight the battle with great result; I will live a better life than before.
With millions of appreciation to my buddy Zing (Chicken Rice) my friend since kinder garden, someone who already by my side twice under same situation! Buddy, I really got nothing to say but a word of thank you for all that you had arranged and done for me. The thing i owe to you, I knew you wouldn’t count it, but; my friend, I will remember throughout my life and will be there for you whenever you needs! Allow me to pay back if there is a chance to do so. Thanks, my friend!
I would like to thank to another buddy Noel, my friend since primary school! Appreciate your hospitality and companion during the day in Tasmania. It is really a great time to catch up with you and miss those time just sit there for couple of drinks and chit chat. I shall see you again in your wedding. All the best to you, my friend!
Special thanks to the following for your companion and cares:-
Adelaide
Guo Ling, Adam, Dennis, Pon (Adik), Ah Seph, Jordan, Ah Bui Liang, Boom, James, Eric, Victor, Kai Lee, Jacky, Phillip, Aaron, Francis, Teck, Lincoln, Ah Miu, Wan Lin, Vicki, Ah King & your fiancé, Yvonne, and all those who are unnamed!
Melbourne
Ah Chai and Gan
Tasmania
Lulu, Jason, Kenneth, Grace, Chris, Fred, Noel’s band mate and all those who are unnamed!
Sydney
Lovely Ronnie and pretty Hui Jeong
Last but not least, to those who shows your care via phone calls, msn and my blog's reader:
Malaysia
Zhen, Wei Wei, Canny, May, Carol, Andy, Mj, Christina, Jenny, Lydia, Boss, Bler, Ting, Justine, Ah Chan, Ray, Da Jie, Da Sao, Da Ge, Kay, Chuah, Sam, all of the anonymous in my blog, and all those who are unnamed!
Taiwan
Sweetie Kenny
Hong Kong
All 韩氏members, Mandy, Hon Hon, Louis, Chris, Paco, Samantha, Gavin, and all those unnamed!
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I think that's all, hope i don't miss out anyone. I wish to come back Australia again in times to come! Friends, take care and all the best in your future understaking!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 30, 2010
My Cute Mama
Adelaide, 30 August 2010. My mobile rang. Incoming call show [Mum].
Me: Hallo
Mum: Hallo
Me: Ar?
Mum: What are you doing there? 1 more day you will return to Malaysia right?
Me: En. Doing nothing, online now. I will arrive at Kuala Lumpur on the 2nd September lo at noon time.
Mum: I see, enough lo your holiday? Anyone fetch you at KL airport
Me: Yes, it is enough. No, take taxi lo.
Mum: So got fly back to Sibu or not?
Me: I think not at the moment, need to settle the house stuff and then start my work lo
Mum: Good. Dad asked to send you a regards. You ‘okei’ mo?
Me: [silent a moment] Ya, I am fine mum, tell Dad no need to worry.....
Mum: Sure you alright? If got anything, just let us know. Don’t take it upon yourself! Enough money mo?
Me: [silent a moment] Ya, I will let you know if I need something from you. Ya, enough, don’t worry.
Mum: You and her really no more chance to get back together?
Me: Mum, no more.
Mum: Why? You think carefully about yourself and also her. Don’t hurt people (her).
Me: Mum, no more chance, sorry, don’t touch on this issue, k?
Mum: Okei. We just hope the best on you.
Me: I know, let God leads ba. I don’t want to think about this
Mum: Okei. She is a nice girl. You...
Me: Maaaaaaaaa.......
Mum: Okei okei... i stop
Me: hehehe....
Mum: But..... [i interrupted]
Me: Negara ku [i singing]
Mum: What is this?
Me: Tomorrow Merdeka ma.... so i have to sing Negara Ku lo... tonight Sibu got firework ma? Puasa now, got buy those Malay food?
Mum: You!!!! No ah, stay at home. Got, ah bi yang and ah ling always buy for dinner
Me: Oh.....
Mum: [she is clever now] your friend also lin right? Her parents okei or not? That ring how? Your tickets leh? You still get in touch with her? You.... [i interrupt again]
Me: my dear mama................ [she is laughing at the other side]
Mum: Oke, I don’t ask anymore. Will ask your dad to call you and find out! See if you dare not to tell him anything? [I got 3 lines sweat on my forehead]
Me: Okei, i will only tell Dad. Ask him to call me lo
Mum: You! Anyway, I just hope you are really fine
Me: I am...mum, okei la... call very expensive ah... i will call you back when i arrive KL la
Mum: Okei la, you becareful ah!
Me: Ya ya, i will.. no worry
Dududu.......[call ended]
Though the conversation with full of ‘laugh’, but I felt her worries. Mum, I am sorry.
Me: Hallo
Mum: Hallo
Me: Ar?
Mum: What are you doing there? 1 more day you will return to Malaysia right?
Me: En. Doing nothing, online now. I will arrive at Kuala Lumpur on the 2nd September lo at noon time.
Mum: I see, enough lo your holiday? Anyone fetch you at KL airport
Me: Yes, it is enough. No, take taxi lo.
Mum: So got fly back to Sibu or not?
Me: I think not at the moment, need to settle the house stuff and then start my work lo
Mum: Good. Dad asked to send you a regards. You ‘okei’ mo?
Me: [silent a moment] Ya, I am fine mum, tell Dad no need to worry.....
Mum: Sure you alright? If got anything, just let us know. Don’t take it upon yourself! Enough money mo?
Me: [silent a moment] Ya, I will let you know if I need something from you. Ya, enough, don’t worry.
Mum: You and her really no more chance to get back together?
Me: Mum, no more.
Mum: Why? You think carefully about yourself and also her. Don’t hurt people (her).
Me: Mum, no more chance, sorry, don’t touch on this issue, k?
Mum: Okei. We just hope the best on you.
Me: I know, let God leads ba. I don’t want to think about this
Mum: Okei. She is a nice girl. You...
Me: Maaaaaaaaa.......
Mum: Okei okei... i stop
Me: hehehe....
Mum: But..... [i interrupted]
Me: Negara ku [i singing]
Mum: What is this?
Me: Tomorrow Merdeka ma.... so i have to sing Negara Ku lo... tonight Sibu got firework ma? Puasa now, got buy those Malay food?
Mum: You!!!! No ah, stay at home. Got, ah bi yang and ah ling always buy for dinner
Me: Oh.....
Mum: [she is clever now] your friend also lin right? Her parents okei or not? That ring how? Your tickets leh? You still get in touch with her? You.... [i interrupt again]
Me: my dear mama................ [she is laughing at the other side]
Mum: Oke, I don’t ask anymore. Will ask your dad to call you and find out! See if you dare not to tell him anything? [I got 3 lines sweat on my forehead]
Me: Okei, i will only tell Dad. Ask him to call me lo
Mum: You! Anyway, I just hope you are really fine
Me: I am...mum, okei la... call very expensive ah... i will call you back when i arrive KL la
Mum: Okei la, you becareful ah!
Me: Ya ya, i will.. no worry
Dududu.......[call ended]
Though the conversation with full of ‘laugh’, but I felt her worries. Mum, I am sorry.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
很忙的一夜
阿德莱德，8月28日。今晚，朋友约我去clubbing。11：45p.m.这条街好热闹。街上的每一个人都穿的时髦。女子能穿得少就少，真不懂在这12度的冬天，她们如何可以忍受；只有一句，爱美不要命！到了Red Square的club，个个都排队进去了，而我呢？有个胖保安不给我进，知道为啥吗？他说：“sorry mike, your hair is too long!”（这间club的规则非常严厉）！我。。。。。无言。鸡蛋糕的。。。我的头发长吗？不会啊。可怜朋友们又得出来找解决方案。到最后，我变装，拉个美女相伴入场。这回，胖保安看见了，他不理会，心想成功了！谁知道，检查身份证的帅哥说：“Mike, I am really sorry, that fatty don’t allow your entrance just now, I can’t do nothing.”无言，我放弃了。几个还了钱的就继续他们的夜！我连同另外两人去到另外一间叫HQ的club。音乐-一流！人潮-爆满！酒-失望！之后，其他的朋友们统统都来到HQ。我的面子好大呢（脸是蛮大的说）。
当酒精开工时，个个都下场跳舞，那些不会跳得就随便乱动，真是搞笑！有个朋友一直叫我拉旁边那位澳洲女子。我就是不理会他，继续跳。他说那女的已经伸手过来，邀我一起跳，谁理！之后，他一直念一直念说我没胆啦，机会来了又不要啦，之类有的没的！他和另外一个朋友打赌，赌注是去邀女子跳舞。结果他输了，哈哈。。。他去邀了，被拒绝了！笑到我们翻天！
这HQ很大。它拥有3个不同的舞厅，播放不同的音乐，size也不同。真的是非一般所见的club。在里面呆了4个多钟头，之后大伙儿去另外一个场子-Larvish。很美的名字。个个都醉醺醺了，从街头走到街尾！Larvish是我们朋友开的，所以入门不需要钱。不过，老板今‘早’已经收工了！啊。。扑空了。我们致电那老板，他听到这么多朋友，就邀我们去他新开的场Royale坐坐。又喝酒！除了酒，真的没有其它可以喝的饮料吗？没关系，久久一次，朋友聚在一起聊天是多么开心的事。聊久，喝更多。醉熏了。。。。早上7点多才回家，连凉都没冲就倒下睡了。真的是。。。。。"没眼看"！！！
Saturday, August 28, 2010
我相信
到了这城市，领悟了快乐是选择。在夜深人静的高空下，看那月儿微微发出的光芒，想起了你。星期五，你在哪做么？出外吃顿饭，走走街，看场电影？这不就是我们的曾经吗？改变了没？唔。。。搞不懂为何非要找些问题来问自己，自己犯贱吧！
我相信，这犯贱，会随着时间而停止。。。
思念总在分手后，它特别的强烈。望着天，我轻轻地说：“我好想你。”。云，请把这番话飘到哪里；风，将我这份感觉吹向哪里。嗨，你看到风吹过的落叶吗？你看到窗外下着雨吗？那就是。。。我现在对你的。。。挂念。
我相信，这思念，会随着时间而淡化。。。
终于，我醉了。因为我没有了泪，没有了疯，没有了痛，没有了意志力。。。我哭过，呐喊过，疯过，痛过，麻醉过，那份堕落已经到了谷底。。。醒了。。在这深渊，我得努力的不停的向上攀登。
有谁可以，在那伸出您的手，为我拉一把？没事，即使是慢，总有一天我可以看见另一片天空。我相信，这路途，会随着时间而习惯。。。
爱过了，痛过了，一切回到原位。
不后悔，不憎恨，一切已是注定。如果真有孟婆汤，我不会喝；因为我不想忘记。即使哪天，失意了，我会在记忆中寻找你。我相信，这记忆，会随着时间而模糊。。。
心灵的创伤，无人能够了解。流过的眼泪，改变不了事实。虽说好人很潇洒，又有谁能了解他背后的无奈？无奈的走开，无奈的放弃，无奈的承受。傻人有傻福，此话当真？如果真的，好人情愿做个傻子。我们的回忆已编在历史簿上，咱们将各自重写新的人生。我相信，这历史，会随着时间而沉淀。。。
你的一切已经不是属于我的，我已没有义务要在乎。我的任务完成了，该抽离你的生活。缘分。我要继续寻找，她，愿意要我一辈子的照顾。岁月不饶人，很累，只想停下来。我相信，这缘份，会随着时间而遇见。。。
我相信，这一切，会随着时间而更美好。。。
其实
今天,我听了一个朋友讲他分手了。他说：“今天，在朋友面前伪装了一天，强忍内心的伤痛，只因不想让朋友看到我伤心难过，因为他们都快乐着，我不想破坏气氛。后来，就一句轻轻的问候“你怎么看起来这么憔悴？”竟将我伪装的坚强彻底击得粉碎。心中隐忍不住的疼，我忍不住泪流。
我数不过来他究竟背负着多少的伤，因为我只见那远去的路上，都是泪水凝结的冰花，在这个地方，让我觉得特别的冷。
当心不再是当初的心，那么何苦再眷念曾经的地方，曾经的人。再次凝望，看着那些曾让我心动与感动的名字，心疼痛起来。一些承诺随风而逝，只是依旧记得我们曾经要一起携手行走天涯。
我数不过来他究竟背负着多少的伤，因为我只见那远去的路上，都是泪水凝结的冰花，在这个地方，让我觉得特别的冷。
当心不再是当初的心，那么何苦再眷念曾经的地方，曾经的人。再次凝望，看着那些曾让我心动与感动的名字，心疼痛起来。一些承诺随风而逝，只是依旧记得我们曾经要一起携手行走天涯。
Friday, August 27, 2010
爱真的需要勇气
《爱真的需要勇气》
当你喜欢或者暗恋某某人时，你会想去亲近他，你需要勇气。久而久之，你知道他的愿意了，你就会鼓起更深的勇气来表白。到了某一天，要分手了；你也要另一种勇气来对他坦诚。分手后，伤了；你得要有勇气去面对一切事实。又或者到了求婚之时，你要有勇气在他面前下跪，你要有勇气接受新的人生路。婚后，你要有勇气背负起你的家庭。生活的不平路，你要有勇气去接受及解决。直到那天，他老了，你要有勇气接受他的皱纹，白发，迟钝。最终，他走了，你要有勇气去接受永远的失去他。
爱，真的需要勇气。
当你喜欢或者暗恋某某人时，你会想去亲近他，你需要勇气。久而久之，你知道他的愿意了，你就会鼓起更深的勇气来表白。到了某一天，要分手了；你也要另一种勇气来对他坦诚。分手后，伤了；你得要有勇气去面对一切事实。又或者到了求婚之时，你要有勇气在他面前下跪，你要有勇气接受新的人生路。婚后，你要有勇气背负起你的家庭。生活的不平路，你要有勇气去接受及解决。直到那天，他老了，你要有勇气接受他的皱纹，白发，迟钝。最终，他走了，你要有勇气去接受永远的失去他。
爱，真的需要勇气。
Thursday, August 26, 2010
双月亮
刚刚在西马的朋友说，今晚天上会有双月亮。我一听到，就想起了你三年前你邀约我陪你去看的这种景观。还记得那次，我们并没有去到。三年后的今天，你邀约的已经不再是我。我没有伤心，我只是微笑着那时候的窝心。今夜，我望着天空为了实现当初的约定。可惜的是，乌云掩盖了月亮，可能这一切天已注定。我拿起手机，想致电给你又担心心有余悸，结果还是算了。
Long Time No See [好久不见]
I came to your city
Came across your path
Imagine without my presence
How lonely you are
Hand with your photos
That familiar street
But without your image
We can’t back to the past
Will you show up
At the café by the corner
I will greet you with a smile
Sit with you for chat
How badly I wish to see you once more
Catch up your new life
Do not talk about the past but just a greeting
Just want to tell you
Long time no see
听了Eason的《好久不见》，很有感觉。他的MV很简单，是採卓別林式的黑白默剧。苦中作乐，却又让人明显感受到哀泣的表现手法。尤其是最后一段；
我多么想和你见一面，看看你最近改变
不再去说从前，只是寒喧，
对你说一句，只是说一句.....
好久不见。
当你看完了整部的MV，你可以感受到那份强颜欢笑的心情。
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
退一步
朋友，情侣，夫妻或家人间的口角，闹变扭以及意见不合；是难免的。这就是人生嘛。你可以说这是感情的滋润品，也借此的小吵来更深一步的了解对方。就因为以前不曾发生类似的情况，现在就从中学习以及接纳他/她的另外一面。没有事情是解决不了，重要的是双方都肯做出让步。爱是包容，即使再错对反还是你的朋友，另一半，家人。人往往就是不能做出让步，死守自己的立场。为的是什么呢？面子？总觉得自己是对的？总觉得自己的意见最好？尊严？有好多因素。
朋友和情人间的口角，我们还可以选择不与对方见面，来宣示你对他/她的气。夫妻和家人呢？他们可是我们的终身家庭成员。难道说你也可以选择性的叛逆吗？不行！最多只能是冷战。那么，冷战期又要多久呢？那就看你自己会不会让步？还是你在等候对方先退后？退步并不是叫你忍受他/她的无理而是以平常心态来看事情的全面。我说啊，不要那么自私！为何非要搞到双方坚持不妥协的地步呢？难道不觉得累吗？在公司忙碌着，回到家原本是可以让你休闲，寻找精神释放的地方；现在因为双方的不让步，你还得背负着那份气，那份等待的抱歉。何不你先放下身段来化解这冰山？
意见不合，我们可以做出调整，寻找另外一个点去解决。学习去接受而不是逼别人接受你。或者双方都尝试对方的意见，只要不会造成伤害就好。当然，如果接受了对方的意见，要是失败了，不要责怪！
友情，爱情，婚姻及亲情是一辈子的学习。每段人生路都有不同的认识及见解。每段的口角都是个机会让我们更了解对方。当然我们不能漠视它对双方造成的伤害。受伤了，双方都有责任去调解，去呵护，去还原那道小疤痕。即使对方无动于衷，那么我们就先踏出第一步。不要去计较，也不要做比较，做你该做的。你的退步，你的体贴，你的责任感，你的包容心，对方是看的见的。
朋友们，切记；珍惜眼前人。
A Night at Vili's
What is the best moment to spend the whole night sitting in a café with cup of tea or coffee to chit chat with friends? I spent the nights 3 hours or more just to fellowship with my friends in Adelaide. One is my buddy and the rest I just get to know them while I am here. Our talks just like old school mates! The laugh are the loudest in the café, the joy are the most outstanding in the café as well. We chat about anything, especially their experiences in Adelaide. It is just so funny and remarkable which no doubt they have no regret in their innocent moment here, though it is not anymore as for now.
I keep blaming my buddy that never insists me to come here for my degree! Because I missed so many wonderful thing that they had gone through. However, with no regret as well that I have my own life back in Malaysia though it not as much fun as they have been through! This trip, worth enough that I met all of them as my new friend and I knew this friendship will last forever till the end of the day!
I was ‘crowned’ as king of cocktail! What the hack is this! I don’t like because people might think that I am crazy drinker. I am not, okei? Please trust me. I just able to drink which caused them to wonder if there is a moment I can get drunk. How bad they are? But, I myself also wonder if there is a moment I can be a drunken man?! I seriously would want to try before I leave for Malaysia, if possible!
I am start counting how many friends I met during this trip, as I going to compose a appreciation articles to all of them and better don’t miss out anyone! Interested to find out? Stay tune and you will get it! Maybe you can guess a number as well? The one got the answer closer to the number of friends I meet; I will give you a big present! Don’t ask me what is it, if you want it, just give a try then.
I keep blaming my buddy that never insists me to come here for my degree! Because I missed so many wonderful thing that they had gone through. However, with no regret as well that I have my own life back in Malaysia though it not as much fun as they have been through! This trip, worth enough that I met all of them as my new friend and I knew this friendship will last forever till the end of the day!
I was ‘crowned’ as king of cocktail! What the hack is this! I don’t like because people might think that I am crazy drinker. I am not, okei? Please trust me. I just able to drink which caused them to wonder if there is a moment I can get drunk. How bad they are? But, I myself also wonder if there is a moment I can be a drunken man?! I seriously would want to try before I leave for Malaysia, if possible!
I am start counting how many friends I met during this trip, as I going to compose a appreciation articles to all of them and better don’t miss out anyone! Interested to find out? Stay tune and you will get it! Maybe you can guess a number as well? The one got the answer closer to the number of friends I meet; I will give you a big present! Don’t ask me what is it, if you want it, just give a try then.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
没有改变不了的习惯
上个月的今天24日，我来到阿德莱德。刚开始，还觉得时间过得好慢。不知不觉的，在澳洲已经一个月了。时间，突然觉得好快。我即将要回到我原本的地方，重新开始我的生活。当然有点不舍得，不过；毕竟我还是得回家。接下来的路该怎么走，一切就顺其自然吧。在那里的你们可有想念我啊？我有，尤其是家里那张床那只兔子的味道。还是自己家最好，自己床最好，自己枕头最好，因为习惯了。
习惯其实可以改变，只看自己愿意不愿意。有些习惯，不得不改变！譬如你习惯喜欢的人，你喜欢的生活习惯，你喜欢做某些事的习惯，旧的一旦不在；你得改变原有的习惯。用全新的生活方式去学习新的习惯。难吗？不难，只要你愿意改变！我怎么知道？我经历过。
我喜欢上酒精了，习惯性的自己会调酒来喝。是享受还是喜欢那份醉意？应该两样都有吧。这习惯，我得改，再不然；我就是真正的酒鬼了！烟，我也不知道是上瘾了还是什么，确实我现在烟不离手。啊！！又烟又酒的生活不行啊，得赶紧的停止！这些是坏习惯，怎么都是得改变！没有改变不了的习惯，只有改变不了的人格。
习惯其实可以改变，只看自己愿意不愿意。有些习惯，不得不改变！譬如你习惯喜欢的人，你喜欢的生活习惯，你喜欢做某些事的习惯，旧的一旦不在；你得改变原有的习惯。用全新的生活方式去学习新的习惯。难吗？不难，只要你愿意改变！我怎么知道？我经历过。
我喜欢上酒精了，习惯性的自己会调酒来喝。是享受还是喜欢那份醉意？应该两样都有吧。这习惯，我得改，再不然；我就是真正的酒鬼了！烟，我也不知道是上瘾了还是什么，确实我现在烟不离手。啊！！又烟又酒的生活不行啊，得赶紧的停止！这些是坏习惯，怎么都是得改变！没有改变不了的习惯，只有改变不了的人格。
特别点送给你
现在的人，现在的生活，有什么能让你感动呢？你啊！对，因为我和你分享了许多。不仅如此，因为你的简单的为人，简单的句子；渐渐的把颓废的我给点醒了。“快乐是选择”，好简单的一句话，偏偏我就做不到。
就在墨尔本街道上的那一夜，我真的是彷徨无助，我想起你这句话“快乐是选择”。我知道的，就是不愿去选择！只想颓废，只想放纵，只想发疯，只想买醉。冷冷的雨，唤醒了我，我告诉自己，既然推出了；就别再痛下去，我要选择快乐！最终，我的决心换回了自我。
朋友我很多，你，是特别的一个。你很简单，我多么希望我也能像你这样的简单。简单的人容易满足，简单的人比较开心。对吗？你修补了我生命的彩色，你把黑暗的那一片慢慢的给涂上了应该有的色彩。朋友，谢谢你。
依你的喜欢，我在这点了这首歌曲给你。
最熟悉的陌生人
她：嗨。
我：嗨。
她：好吗？
我：我很好。你呢？
她：还好。
我：嗯。
曾几何时，我们那么陌生？我们的对白就只剩下这些了。应该是说，我们不曾那么陌生的交谈过吧。或许时间久了，我们不再有问候。不是因为回避对方而是觉得没必要。
你会不会记得我曾经在你生命中画上彩色的那位男人？我会。
你会不会无意的回忆而脸上会带有微笑，心里会有一丝温暖？我会。
你会不会在唱某首歌曲而回想起我们的过去？我会。
你会不会在夜深人静时突然想起我过的好吗？我会。
你会不会看到某些事物而联想到我为你做过的事？我会。
你会不会在某个地点会联想起你我在那儿的一刻？我会。
你会不会看到别人的幸福一刻回想起我们的擦肩而过？我会。
你会不会听到某些话时也联想起我曾经也如此说过？我会。
你会不会在开车时回想起开车的人是我？我会。
你会不会在生病时回想起我着急的样子？我会。
你会不会还记得每年的4月18日为我祝福？我会。
你会不会在某些承诺上联想起我们之间曾经的承诺？我会。
无论你会不会，都无关紧要。只希望你记得我曾经在你生命中出现过。
Saturday, August 21, 2010
请你记得了
我的退出并不表示我不爱她，而是我不想看到她在抉择里挣扎。我很心疼看到她那么辛苦。
希望你记得。。。。
1。她很糊涂，记得要经常叮咛她
2。她睡觉时会磨牙齿，记得要惊醒帮她停止
3。她喜欢看电视剧，记得别跟她抢戏看
4。她出门要上妆，记得别催她
5。她发脾气时会一个人开车出走，记得别让她生气
6。她不喜欢的事，记得别逼她
7。她生气时，记得要哄她
8。她闹变扭时会出厅睡，记得等她入眠时把她抱进房间去
9。她喜欢旅游，记得为她安排
10。她很讨厌榴莲，记得要回避
11。她吃鸡饭时，一定要帮她点鸡翅膀
12。她喜欢夜里喝美路，记得帮她冲
13。她很眼浅，记得别弄哭她
14。她喜欢帮另一半清耳朵，记得要让她清
15。她喜欢惊喜，记得偶尔给她喜悦
16。她很怕看鬼戏，记得别放给她看
17。她喜欢吃住家饭尤其是茄子，记得多学会几道菜
18。她身体有时不适，记得家里要有药物
19。她喜欢另一半会打点一切，记得别让她动脑筋
20。她会在意别人对她穿着的眼光，记得要给她意见
21。她很多男人追求，她不告诉你是因为不想你担心，记得要大方
22。她有胃痛的经验，记得要注意
23。她很爱护她家人，记得你也要爱
24。她外表坚强，其实都是自己在扛，记得要体贴
25。她的梦想很简单，记得要给她快乐及幸福
请你记得了。。。。。。
To All My Readers
Hey guys, I really thank you all for all your emails and text concern on me. Nothing I can say except a word with sincere thank you and I am sorry to cause your worries. I am doing well here in Australia. Day by day, step by step and with the assurance from God, I am getting better and better! Really, I am not just post to make you at ease but I am fine that I have no more emotional in this issue. Come on guys! I need time and in fact most people facing this kind of situation, they take time, isn’t it?
10 more days to go in Adelaide before flying back to Kuala Lumpur. I knew the reality back there in KL still the same and in fact a lot of thing I need to do and follow up. That’s life! I am a guy and I knew what I need to do, just need to organize them and put in order. Everyone learnt from their mistakes, trails, fails, falls, etc. only by then you grow more mature in handling your life. The most important thing is, you learnt! Accept and admit the wrong, accept and bold to trails, accept and correct from the fails, accept and get up from the falls. Nothing is impossible in God! Nothing is impossible if you want to make the thing happened! I am the example, I am the reference!
Again, someone just asked if I hate her. I can guarantee you that, I am not, not a single moment I have the hatred even during the hours I am in deep shit! I hope you guys, even those who don’t know who she is, DO NOT put on blame or whatsoever on her please! She is my beloved one; you should bless her and not curse her! Do you get me?
I will continue to post my writing. Some may in relevant to love and romance. But please read it in a positive way which mean don’t let the emotions link between the author and the woman. Make it simple, if I post something say “I still missing you”, do not link it between me and her but link it to yourself or just read without linking anything. Hope it’s clear. Because it might allow you to think that I am still suffering and can’t let go the past. I am not; I just want to post something that can take your emotion and tears. Lolxxx….. Just kidding~
Anyway, with very much gratitude to all of you!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Wonder Girl
A friend of mine was asking me, “Hey Isaac, why you don’t give me a chance to disappoint you in relationship! As you know I admire you since years ago.” W.T.H is this! My goodness! I just laughing at myself and said poor me. Even you intended to do so? Lolx. Nah, she is just kidding.
She said, “How can you do that to let go someone you really loved?”, “Why you so stupid want to give up?”, “Why why why”…. So many “why”! I wonder she is a WHY Girl. I am just so headache to answer all these questions.
I replied, “She don’t love me!” an answer answered all her WHY(s)! Brilliant me! Lolx…
She asked me if I had plan for the next girl and will she be considered? My goodness, what do you thinking I am? Desperate for girl, huh? She replied, please consider me! I replied, "i'm sorry, we just don't have the clits".
I knew she is with her own way to cheers me up. : ) thank you my dear, I am fine la!!!!!! Later I fall in love in you baru tau! Lolx…..
Sydney
Sydney, 18 August 2010. Finally, a long night passed and arrive Sydney safely. I am so sleepy! Once check in, I slept for 05 hours after my shower. Wake up, and then explore the part of the city. The first place I went is King Victoria which all branded outlet located. No money to buy anything, just walk around and explore the nearby complex!
Back to my hotel and get my self prepare to have a real good rest but my mind is just so clear. My mind, body and soul gonna collapse if I still don’t rest well! While lye on the bed, I start thinking if I am suffering throughout the journey? For what I need to go through all these thing? I am here for holidays, I should enjoy what! I start missing home, missing my bed, my bunny, and the food in Malaysia!
Guys, if you think of backpacking life for your trip, my advice is; think twice! Due to the very last minutes plan, a lot of thing I yet to prepare, like studying the cities sort of thing. Hence, I feel lost when I arrived to the backpacker cities like Melbourne and Sydney! I wonder if I will do it again for the second time! Rather not! Because it is really tiring!
Tonight, I was thinking about my future (career). I still don’t know how to move on (decision), but just pray that everything is in order. My mum asked me if I want to return to Sibu for goods. I said let me consider. My ex-boss asking me if I will continue to stay on the ex company? I said let me consider. How to consider my friend? What is the best for me!
I really need a rest; tomorrow got a tour start at 8:00a.m. Hopefully I enjoy it to the max!
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
A Night in Airport
18 August 2010, Melbourne, 1:05a.m. I'm now lying on the floor at Melbourne airport waiting for next flight at 6:00a.m to Sydney. I'm so tired but couldn't sleep at this environment. Backpacker life isn't easy and comfortable. I hardly open my eyes now but forced to. Maybe i'm not ready yet to be as a backpacker. Luckily there is a free wifi here, else i could get bored! While i'm on the floor composing this message, you guys maybe on a nice sofa or on warm bed prepare to sleep! What am i doing here! Lolx! I'll take it because i take responsible in all thing i do. I miss my smelly bunny now. Ah, long time didn't hug and smell it. Miss it le, definitely she is lonely and missing me ar well! I'm out of my mind due t lack of sleep. Please ignore me.
Monday, August 16, 2010
七夕
塔斯马尼亚, 8月12日。人家说，日有所思，夜有所梦！来到塔斯马尼亚，我已经没有想你了。不过你昨晚还是出现在我的梦里。梦见我牵着你，走在澳洲的街上；你轻吻了我的脸颊说，还好你在我身边。我醒过来，才知道是一场梦。怎么到现在，我还要为了你而在梦中惊醒？
今天下午才得知，今天是中国七夕情人节。我没有情人，何来的情人节呢？
今天看到雪了，人生的第一次。很兴奋的说！之后就到一位诗巫人家火锅去。那对夫妻问我，何时结婚？我道没有女朋友。她问，怎么可能；你长的不赖嘛。哈哈哈。。。。我笑着回答说，因为我想找外国人。她说，想清楚噢。怎么都还是亚洲人好点。还有，叮咛我说，我不小了；该打算了。我只是笑着说，随缘吧。心想，我怎么会不想呢？只是她还没出现啊！说实在的，在坐的每一个都有另一半；是满悲哀下！
晚餐之后，我们就到另外一个朋友餐厅去坐坐闲聊。这对新婚夫妇拥有自己的餐馆还有自己的家。好恩爱的呈现在我面前，就羡慕别人的幸福和快乐。聊到凌晨3点。好不容易，刚认识的朋友既然可以那么好聊。我们聊着有的没的，不过最后一小时；我们却分享于各自对我们信仰（基督徒）的看法，了解，认识及见证。各个都舍不得离开，因为；今晚过后，我还有另外一位朋友就会起飞离开了。他们也很久没有这么聚集聊天了，要不是我们的到来，可能还没有机会这样坐下来聊天。这种感觉真好！不过，就要走了，希望还有机会碰面。
Revelation 21:4
Tasmania, 15 August 2010. Today suppose we plan to visit some of the scenery destination. But last minute Noel was asked to serve as guitarist in the church so we move on for the Sunday Praise Celebration at Sandy Bay Baptist Church (Methodist) at 2:00p.m.
I received a paper rundown of the service and didn't really go through the content until Noel my buddy asked me to read the last page of it. It is a message printed from the Our Daily Bread.
The first and just scripture printed is Revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.上帝要擦去他们一切眼泪。不在有死亡，也不再有悲哀，哭号，疼痛，因为以前的事都过去了（启示录21章4节）。
The message is short but again bring me the comfort. Apart from that, guess what; the last hymn we sang "Amazing Grace"! I never knew that until the song sing! Double comfort!
Is it coincident? I will say it is not! Because the day before, we had plan to go for other places instead of this service.
Again and again, HE is showing me the comfort and assurances.
I received a paper rundown of the service and didn't really go through the content until Noel my buddy asked me to read the last page of it. It is a message printed from the Our Daily Bread.
The first and just scripture printed is Revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.上帝要擦去他们一切眼泪。不在有死亡，也不再有悲哀，哭号，疼痛，因为以前的事都过去了（启示录21章4节）。
The message is short but again bring me the comfort. Apart from that, guess what; the last hymn we sang "Amazing Grace"! I never knew that until the song sing! Double comfort!
Is it coincident? I will say it is not! Because the day before, we had plan to go for other places instead of this service.
Again and again, HE is showing me the comfort and assurances.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
The Two Rainbows
P/S: Do on your speaker and click the youtube link at the bottom of this topic before you start reading
Melbourne, 12 August 2010. 07:25a.m, get ready for the "Great Ocean Tour". 17 of us and there is another guy from Malaysia. This is a long day trip, whereby we return to at city around 09:30p.m! Though its tiring, but the trip is really fantastic and my personal experience is remarkable! If you guys been to Melbourne, this tour is a must go!
We have a great guide, his talk is non-stop, keep explaining every single part of the passing by routes. However, my mind isn't stay focus on his talk but keep thinking on other useless thing. I am not in purpose, though i forced myself not to think about, but it get me more tiring to stop myself of doing something i don't want to. So, i just leave it to operate as it want to! However, these nonsense doesn't caused me down or moody, its a good sign, isn't it? I tried to stop my mind in function, i sleep! Whenever i wake up, those thing turn back to my mind again! What the hack is this. Damn it! I am so grieve!
Though it didn't affected me, i just don't like! I look to the sky and tell God, "Lord; i do not know how to tell you, but You know the best of me". I just pray in the spirit silently and let the Holy Spirit to commune with Him. Until a point, i fall asleep. Not just once but a few time! Maybe my spirit, my soul and my body really need a good rest! I remember before i arrive to a destination call "The Twelve Apostles", this time i pray in understanding. I said, "God, take it away please, i am really tired. You know how is it, let Your will be done!" As simple as that! Then i walk to the decks to view the Twelve Apostles (Rocks) in the sea. They are so amazing, no word can describe the beauty of the creation of God! The scenery is really .... WOOOFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After that, there is a lady from LA shout at me while i walking back to the bus, she pointed to the sky and said, "Hey, look! There are two rainbows on top of each other"! My eyes turn to the side where she is poiting, i replied, "Ya, it's cool"! Then i continue my step to bus. I sat in and saw a huge crowd out there with the cameras and amazed with this scenery! I am thinking, what is this so special? Isn't it just two rainbows on the sky?
Once again, i look onto the sky. They are so bright and clear now as comparing to just now i saw out there. Suddenly, my heart speak; "God, are You showing me these rainbows?" Once the sentence finished in my heart, the two rainbows start fading away! I am shocked! He is talking to me! Then again my heart heard, there is always a rainbow after the storm! He is the God, what to say a rainbow? And now He is showing me two at once!
You might said, Isaac, it is not a suprise you see this scene, some of you might experienced it before! And it is just coincident that when i ask if these rainbows are for me, and it fading away. Anyway, i tell you, i trust in Him!
I am using my mobile phone to take photos, my battery dead half way during the tour, i was like oh no..... how now? I can't take anymore the nice scene anymore. But God provided me the Malaysian guy. He keep offering me to get me shot with his cam and we got exchange the email for the photos shared! Is this coincident? I trust it is not! God has definitily pre-arrange!
The last time that God speak to me on this tour is while at the last stop of the scene call "Loch Ard Gorge". Its the tale of Australia's most famous shipwreck. The story tell and make me recall the story of the author "Amazing Grace", John Newton! And those you know of my testimony on "Amazing Grace", you will know how i link this "Loch Ard Gorge" with the "Amazing Grace" then! You might say, this is just the way your thinking is great! Anway, i tell you, i trust in Him!
Finally, You had spoken to me! I am long waiting for these assurances, o Lord, really long! A song sing in my heart now, it's not Amazing Grace this time, but How great is our God!
Melbourne, 12 August 2010. 07:25a.m, get ready for the "Great Ocean Tour". 17 of us and there is another guy from Malaysia. This is a long day trip, whereby we return to at city around 09:30p.m! Though its tiring, but the trip is really fantastic and my personal experience is remarkable! If you guys been to Melbourne, this tour is a must go!
We have a great guide, his talk is non-stop, keep explaining every single part of the passing by routes. However, my mind isn't stay focus on his talk but keep thinking on other useless thing. I am not in purpose, though i forced myself not to think about, but it get me more tiring to stop myself of doing something i don't want to. So, i just leave it to operate as it want to! However, these nonsense doesn't caused me down or moody, its a good sign, isn't it? I tried to stop my mind in function, i sleep! Whenever i wake up, those thing turn back to my mind again! What the hack is this. Damn it! I am so grieve!
Though it didn't affected me, i just don't like! I look to the sky and tell God, "Lord; i do not know how to tell you, but You know the best of me". I just pray in the spirit silently and let the Holy Spirit to commune with Him. Until a point, i fall asleep. Not just once but a few time! Maybe my spirit, my soul and my body really need a good rest! I remember before i arrive to a destination call "The Twelve Apostles", this time i pray in understanding. I said, "God, take it away please, i am really tired. You know how is it, let Your will be done!" As simple as that! Then i walk to the decks to view the Twelve Apostles (Rocks) in the sea. They are so amazing, no word can describe the beauty of the creation of God! The scenery is really .... WOOOFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After that, there is a lady from LA shout at me while i walking back to the bus, she pointed to the sky and said, "Hey, look! There are two rainbows on top of each other"! My eyes turn to the side where she is poiting, i replied, "Ya, it's cool"! Then i continue my step to bus. I sat in and saw a huge crowd out there with the cameras and amazed with this scenery! I am thinking, what is this so special? Isn't it just two rainbows on the sky?
Once again, i look onto the sky. They are so bright and clear now as comparing to just now i saw out there. Suddenly, my heart speak; "God, are You showing me these rainbows?" Once the sentence finished in my heart, the two rainbows start fading away! I am shocked! He is talking to me! Then again my heart heard, there is always a rainbow after the storm! He is the God, what to say a rainbow? And now He is showing me two at once!
You might said, Isaac, it is not a suprise you see this scene, some of you might experienced it before! And it is just coincident that when i ask if these rainbows are for me, and it fading away. Anyway, i tell you, i trust in Him!
I am using my mobile phone to take photos, my battery dead half way during the tour, i was like oh no..... how now? I can't take anymore the nice scene anymore. But God provided me the Malaysian guy. He keep offering me to get me shot with his cam and we got exchange the email for the photos shared! Is this coincident? I trust it is not! God has definitily pre-arrange!
The last time that God speak to me on this tour is while at the last stop of the scene call "Loch Ard Gorge". Its the tale of Australia's most famous shipwreck. The story tell and make me recall the story of the author "Amazing Grace", John Newton! And those you know of my testimony on "Amazing Grace", you will know how i link this "Loch Ard Gorge" with the "Amazing Grace" then! You might say, this is just the way your thinking is great! Anway, i tell you, i trust in Him!
Finally, You had spoken to me! I am long waiting for these assurances, o Lord, really long! A song sing in my heart now, it's not Amazing Grace this time, but How great is our God!
夜雨
墨尔本，8月12日，凌晨1点钟。挂上电话，天空突然下起雨来。穿着寒衣，披着帽子，蹲在马路旁，任雨水拍打，点着的香烟灭了。冷风刺骨，呼吸朦胧了眼镜，眼泪留两行，嘴角却是微笑。
原来，好人真的很潇洒。
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Melbourne
10 August, a sleepless night. I spent whole night in front of computer just to listen to music and do some chatting. My mind keeps recalling certain thing which caused me moody. Whatever! 11 August, 5:00A.M. its time to depart to Adelaide airport for my journey to Melbourne. While at departure hall, I am still moody; perhaps I didn’t sleep for whole night, perhaps those thing still bordering me! I turn my mobile on to see the photos. I turned to one of it, somehow, it calm me down; somehow I am released! It’s so amazing. I don’t know why. Maybe that’s the answer to everything? I hope this ‘feeling’ can maintain from now onward. No more moody hours for me but with great of joy and peace! The journey took an hour to arrive. I am so shock when I see the arrival hall which Tiger Airway was landed! So simple, and so…. Something likes jail. Surprise me which I thought it must be better than Adelaide’s. Anyway, there is another building is for Melbourne Airport. Maybe Tiger Airway is a low cost airline, hence; landed at such a place.
First step out to the plane, it is so cold! My goodness, freaking cold! First place I went is to information counter to check out where is my hostel location. They are just helpful and bring me the map and show me the exact location. It is just nearby where I disembarked from the bus/train station called Southern Cross Station. I walk to the hostel with my map, and 5 minutes journey I arrived. After get the key, I step into my dormitory which is 12 sharing room but only occupied 4 people in there. Hmm…. A bit disappointed with the room. But what to do, it is budget accommodation. Anyway, just accept it for 02 nights stay. I wonder how it looks like in Sydney.
Met a room mate call Lena from Germany. Haven’t catch up more with her but sounds friendly. After settle down, I went to front desk and ask the girl to introduce me places of interest and shopping area. With the map, walking in the city centre. Really a tourist like! LV, GUCCI, DAVID JONE, FENDI, BONIA, what ever branded you can name it, it is there. My gosh, no money to buy! Sien. Just have a look.
Walk for 3 hours in the cities. Then I step into casino. Guess what, majority are Chinese!!! So rich. I gambled and so lucky that I won A$120.00 then I walked away with it. I am not greedy, just for fun and enough is enough! It starts raining during my journey back to hostel. Went online to get some document printed and do a check on the mail. Still have time then I compose a blog for today.
Everything is fine here. Nothing to worry about. Please miss me ya, as I can’t goes online so often until 22 August because I didn’t bring my laptop with me. And paying at café is much more expensive here! I just got half and hour and I need to rush all that I need to do. Guess this message is done in time.
Do miss me ya~ Take care!
First step out to the plane, it is so cold! My goodness, freaking cold! First place I went is to information counter to check out where is my hostel location. They are just helpful and bring me the map and show me the exact location. It is just nearby where I disembarked from the bus/train station called Southern Cross Station. I walk to the hostel with my map, and 5 minutes journey I arrived. After get the key, I step into my dormitory which is 12 sharing room but only occupied 4 people in there. Hmm…. A bit disappointed with the room. But what to do, it is budget accommodation. Anyway, just accept it for 02 nights stay. I wonder how it looks like in Sydney.
Met a room mate call Lena from Germany. Haven’t catch up more with her but sounds friendly. After settle down, I went to front desk and ask the girl to introduce me places of interest and shopping area. With the map, walking in the city centre. Really a tourist like! LV, GUCCI, DAVID JONE, FENDI, BONIA, what ever branded you can name it, it is there. My gosh, no money to buy! Sien. Just have a look.
Walk for 3 hours in the cities. Then I step into casino. Guess what, majority are Chinese!!! So rich. I gambled and so lucky that I won A$120.00 then I walked away with it. I am not greedy, just for fun and enough is enough! It starts raining during my journey back to hostel. Went online to get some document printed and do a check on the mail. Still have time then I compose a blog for today.
Everything is fine here. Nothing to worry about. Please miss me ya, as I can’t goes online so often until 22 August because I didn’t bring my laptop with me. And paying at café is much more expensive here! I just got half and hour and I need to rush all that I need to do. Guess this message is done in time.
Do miss me ya~ Take care!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
《有种爱叫做放手》
有个人叫我编一篇《有种爱叫做放手》。老实说，我没有头绪该如何编；不过我尝试了。
当你开始投入时，曾有想过在家里那个无知的人？
当你与他约会时，曾有想过在家里那个孤单的人？
当你牵他的手时，曾有想过在家里那个等你的人？
当你在他身边时，曾有想过在家里那个失眠的人？
当你与他聊天时，曾有想过在家里那个闷慌的人？
当你说不爱他时，曾有想过你在欺骗好人的信任？
当你给与承诺时，曾有想过你在欺骗好人的等待？
当你说谎的当时，曾有想过你已经开始伤害好人？
当你不承认那时，曾有想过你已经开始过分玩火？
当你再次反口时，曾有想过你已导致一个人奔溃？
好人还是好人。无论你再怎么的错，他都包容你，等待你，成全你，甚至给你机会。好人只会找借口帮你说好话，叫朋友不要离开你，支持你，原谅你！好人在感情背负了好重好重的担，即使已经伤痕累累了，委屈了，好人还是爱着。你到底有什么好呢？值得好人无条件的付出。答案很简单，因为好人爱你。
爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。
爱是不自夸，不张狂，不作害羞的事。
不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。
不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。
凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。
爱是永不止息。
好人知道，等待；将会是无言的结局。守候，只是再次的失望。再追求，只是破坏另一段感情。放手，可以好过；执著，换来的只是悲痛。好人知道，有一种爱叫做放手；爱一个人，可以默默的为她的幸福而祈祷。
当你开始投入时，曾有想过在家里那个无知的人？
当你与他约会时，曾有想过在家里那个孤单的人？
当你牵他的手时，曾有想过在家里那个等你的人？
当你在他身边时，曾有想过在家里那个失眠的人？
当你与他聊天时，曾有想过在家里那个闷慌的人？
当你说不爱他时，曾有想过你在欺骗好人的信任？
当你给与承诺时，曾有想过你在欺骗好人的等待？
当你说谎的当时，曾有想过你已经开始伤害好人？
当你不承认那时，曾有想过你已经开始过分玩火？
当你再次反口时，曾有想过你已导致一个人奔溃？
好人还是好人。无论你再怎么的错，他都包容你，等待你，成全你，甚至给你机会。好人只会找借口帮你说好话，叫朋友不要离开你，支持你，原谅你！好人在感情背负了好重好重的担，即使已经伤痕累累了，委屈了，好人还是爱着。你到底有什么好呢？值得好人无条件的付出。答案很简单，因为好人爱你。
爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。
爱是不自夸，不张狂，不作害羞的事。
不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。
不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。
凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。
爱是永不止息。
好人知道，等待；将会是无言的结局。守候，只是再次的失望。再追求，只是破坏另一段感情。放手，可以好过；执著，换来的只是悲痛。好人知道，有一种爱叫做放手；爱一个人，可以默默的为她的幸福而祈祷。
Monday, August 9, 2010
开始懂了，快乐是选择
动人的旋律，真叫人陶醉。陶醉的当刻，所有的画面随着漂浮。有时候，我们真的是喜欢那首歌的旋律还是歌词吗？还是我们爱上的，是一个能拨动我们灵魂那根弦线的人？
真的是时候得放手了。每次只是说，却没有实际的去做。我不能再活在过去，我不能被这样的方式给打倒。我最后一次的感觉了那些甜蜜的时刻，之后；我删除了手机里所有的简讯，我删除了电邮里的所有的讯息；我改了手机里的称呼，所有有关你的事情，我都更改了。但是我还保留着我们的照片，不过；它暂时给隐秘了，我也保留着我们之间的联系。我这么做，不是我不够大方；而是我想找个最快的方式去适应现在的人生。
今天看到篇文章，它说；如果不爱，请不要伤害。如果不爱，请不要承诺。如果不爱，请你放手。如果不爱，请别回头。简简单单的几句话，却包含着无比的意义。还是一句话，说是容易；决心才是最难。
开始懂了，快乐是选择。快乐与不快乐就在瞬间的选择。为何人有时候就是先选择不快乐呢？难道他们不想自己好过吗？不是！因为，情绪控制了他/她的抉择。我的情绪平复了许多，有了理智；也开始懂了，快乐是选择。
真的是时候得放手了。每次只是说，却没有实际的去做。我不能再活在过去，我不能被这样的方式给打倒。我最后一次的感觉了那些甜蜜的时刻，之后；我删除了手机里所有的简讯，我删除了电邮里的所有的讯息；我改了手机里的称呼，所有有关你的事情，我都更改了。但是我还保留着我们的照片，不过；它暂时给隐秘了，我也保留着我们之间的联系。我这么做，不是我不够大方；而是我想找个最快的方式去适应现在的人生。
今天看到篇文章，它说；如果不爱，请不要伤害。如果不爱，请不要承诺。如果不爱，请你放手。如果不爱，请别回头。简简单单的几句话，却包含着无比的意义。还是一句话，说是容易；决心才是最难。
开始懂了，快乐是选择。快乐与不快乐就在瞬间的选择。为何人有时候就是先选择不快乐呢？难道他们不想自己好过吗？不是！因为，情绪控制了他/她的抉择。我的情绪平复了许多，有了理智；也开始懂了，快乐是选择。
Sunday, August 8, 2010
背包旅程
再过几天，我就会开始我的背包旅程了。紧张吗？不会啊，只是觉得有点刺激。毕竟有些地点，我是和陌生人一起居住；不知道哪种感觉是怎样。就怕自己的打呼声会吵到别人。
11-13号我会在墨尔本，11号会找位中学朋友聚一聚，12号回去个景点观光。13 号我会前往塔斯马尼亚找位老朋友。在那里会逗留上5天，希望有幸可以看到雪。17号呢，我就会飞回墨尔本，不过会在机场呆上一晚；因为我的飞机前往悉尼是18号早上的。机票便宜嘛，所以不介意在机场过一晚。18-21号会在悉尼逗留着，有几位朋友已经约了见面用餐。不知道悉尼的行程会不会有更改，如果没有，21号就会飞回阿德莱德。不过我再考虑要乘搭飞机还是改用火车。机票还便宜过火车啊！又省很多时间。火车要搭整24个小时！想试一试火车吧，不过还没觉定。
不知道这次的旅程会有什么特别事情没有？艳遇呢？哈哈。。。。没有啦，不过希望到处都可以认识些不同国籍的朋友；那么我的背包行程也没那么闷嘛。
11-13号我会在墨尔本，11号会找位中学朋友聚一聚，12号回去个景点观光。13 号我会前往塔斯马尼亚找位老朋友。在那里会逗留上5天，希望有幸可以看到雪。17号呢，我就会飞回墨尔本，不过会在机场呆上一晚；因为我的飞机前往悉尼是18号早上的。机票便宜嘛，所以不介意在机场过一晚。18-21号会在悉尼逗留着，有几位朋友已经约了见面用餐。不知道悉尼的行程会不会有更改，如果没有，21号就会飞回阿德莱德。不过我再考虑要乘搭飞机还是改用火车。机票还便宜过火车啊！又省很多时间。火车要搭整24个小时！想试一试火车吧，不过还没觉定。
不知道这次的旅程会有什么特别事情没有？艳遇呢？哈哈。。。。没有啦，不过希望到处都可以认识些不同国籍的朋友；那么我的背包行程也没那么闷嘛。
IF YOU ARE A MAN
I remember there was once I text a message to a guy says IF YOU ARE A MAN! Frankly speaking, I shouldn’t do that; sounds childish to text such message though it is a right message to send. Perhaps, the situation doesn’t allow tying up with this sentence. Chinese says, a hand doesn’t clap unless it comes in pair. Recall back that content, I just laugh at my self as a fool acting stupid. But I knew the message brought certain impact to the conscious of people.
Today, I was at church in Adelaide. The sermon is all about the love and the glory of the Lord come in varies form. I had heard of these sermons several time but every time I got a different perception and input. Regardless how terror and miserable your life now is, HE is there, HIS hand is there to pull you up, HIS love is there to let you fill with it. Pastor asked, have you ever felt lonely in a party where everyone talking to each other but you felt alone. Have you ever felt lonely in a shopping complex with thousands of people whom none you recognize? Are you lonely now? HE is there, you are not lonely. HE is speaking to me at that particular moment and at that particular place.
Then I recall the text I mentioned above. As if I think, I should send my self the text with IF YOU ARE A MAN:
IF YOU ARE A MAN, stand up and move forward!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, respect yourself and others!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, stop your stupid mind and hurt no more!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, let it go and nothing to lose!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, you should proud of yourself!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, live as a man!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, you are!
Today, I was at church in Adelaide. The sermon is all about the love and the glory of the Lord come in varies form. I had heard of these sermons several time but every time I got a different perception and input. Regardless how terror and miserable your life now is, HE is there, HIS hand is there to pull you up, HIS love is there to let you fill with it. Pastor asked, have you ever felt lonely in a party where everyone talking to each other but you felt alone. Have you ever felt lonely in a shopping complex with thousands of people whom none you recognize? Are you lonely now? HE is there, you are not lonely. HE is speaking to me at that particular moment and at that particular place.
Then I recall the text I mentioned above. As if I think, I should send my self the text with IF YOU ARE A MAN:
IF YOU ARE A MAN, stand up and move forward!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, respect yourself and others!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, stop your stupid mind and hurt no more!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, let it go and nothing to lose!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, you should proud of yourself!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, live as a man!
IF YOU ARE A MAN, you are!
Friday, August 6, 2010
My Apology to All My Readers
Hello my dear reader, first of all I would like to apologize for the recent blogs which shown my madness in the message, especially in this <我，不再是我>. In fact the hour I compose this message, it wasn’t me, Isaac Lee but someone who is completely lost and facing a tremendous hurt in his emotions and is expressing him self.
In the next morning, while I read again the message, honestly I am a bit regret that I posted such a message which caused a lot of my readers to worry about me and keep advising me for my good. A friend of my said, just keep it; so long it’s good to express your self!
But anyway, I still want to apologize to all of you whom I had caused you worried and much concern on me. I am fine, not to worry about me. I know what I am doing and I am not hurting myself. You will see me in full when I get back to Malaysia!
Cheers and God bless.
泪
又回到刚分手那时候的感觉。不过这里我不能释放自己。我没有自己的空间。我只能尽量不要去想你。不要去感觉那份失落感。不要去觉得孤单。一直控制在眼里打转的泪水。最终，还是忍不住；往后院走去，洒落了。泪水的温度，暖和了我的脸庞。又要多久时间才能不再为你掉泪呢？
你怎么舍得我难过？既然当初你认定了你的感觉，为何后来又不一了？如果当初真的不确定，就不要对我有承诺。为了这些事，我真的身心交瘁。
我知道你也没想到今天会如此，又伤害到我。对不起，我不应该对你有偏见，我不应该生气，我不应该侵犯你的隐私。
我再怎么好去掩饰自己的悲伤，还是逃不过老友的眼睛。他二话不说，只问了一句；你要酒吗？我已经开不了口了，只是微笑的点了头，因为；我还是再强忍着泪水。
你怎么舍得我难过？既然当初你认定了你的感觉，为何后来又不一了？如果当初真的不确定，就不要对我有承诺。为了这些事，我真的身心交瘁。
我知道你也没想到今天会如此，又伤害到我。对不起，我不应该对你有偏见，我不应该生气，我不应该侵犯你的隐私。
我再怎么好去掩饰自己的悲伤，还是逃不过老友的眼睛。他二话不说，只问了一句；你要酒吗？我已经开不了口了，只是微笑的点了头，因为；我还是再强忍着泪水。
Thursday, August 5, 2010
(转贴-林彩燕）
傻孩子，到现在还放不下对方吗?
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗?
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下?
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．
傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．
傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．
傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．
傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．
傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．
傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了。。。。。。。。。。。
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字.
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
"そのときは かのじょう よろしく"送给还在坚持的人们......
有时候放手了，
可能你就轻松一些了。。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。。。。。。。
傻孩子，到现在还想着对方的一点一滴吗?
傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我们可能偏偏放不下?
傻孩子，我来给你做个试验：
你拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
你烫到手的时候是马上松手了吗？
知道我想说什么了吗？
这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．
傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．
傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．
傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．
傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．
傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．
傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。你就会明白了。。。。。。。。。。。
所以，当你不想和别人去交往的时候，要对对方好一点，，不要让最后的结局成为一个恨字.
即使你不喜欢对方，也不要拒绝对方的一切，因为你没有权利去把对方伤的遍体鳞伤。
不要去拿你不喜欢对方来说话，即使你不喜欢，也别去做伤害对方的行为，要知道，伤害也许会到心里面。。
好好的对待对方是最好的，以后的时间是很长的，既然缘分让你们相交，记得珍惜。。。
"そのときは かのじょう よろしく"送给还在坚持的人们......
有时候放手了，
可能你就轻松一些了。。。。
记得要让自己高兴。。。。。。。。。
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
我真的承受不了了
我原已放弃了，你给我期盼！
我接受了，你又反复！
我，还是一厢情愿！
我，好辛苦，真的很辛苦！
我，好心痛，真的很痛！
为什么！！！！！！！！！
一次又一次的往我的伤口撒盐！
我真的承受不了了！
大家，我真的承受不了了。。。。。
What a Day
Today was a busy day. My buddy went out for work and I was left alone at home. The housemate of him offer me a ride to Hahndorf a small German town at Adelaide’s out skirt. Its actually nothing much at this small town, but you can find a lot of small shops selling souvenirs around. I met one German lady in a coffee shop, really pretty and too bad that I can’t take photo with her and post it here to share with you guys. Lolz… there is one well which special design for people to throw in any coin to make a wish. I wonder if a A$2.00 can make my wish come true? Anyway, I tried. Guess what I made?
After an hour hip hop here and there, we jump in to one of the local restaurant. My friends said if you don’t try this restaurant or this particular dishes, you are not consider be at Hagndorf. Guess what, the dishes are 1 KG of lamb and 1 mix plate of porks. The portion, I told you; 4 of us big guy can’t finished! It is really huge and satisfied.
After 5 hours trip in Hagndorf, we drive back to town. Continue with last minute plan to do some excise to sweat off our calories! We went for basketball. Oh man, it is really tiring, my age could tell! Lolz… at last, my team (2 of us) won a bottle of coke. Guess my age still compete with the young boy!
At night, my buddy back from work and he was so hungry then we invite here and there whoever haven’t take their dinner to a local Chinese restaurant. 6 guys and 2 ladies ordered 7 dishes of food. We are really a big eater I guess! I am sick of flu and coughing. So ain’t enjoy very much the dinner, however; I make myself full because I knew there is something going on after dinner. (I will be a victim)
No doubt, they brought me to try the local liquor by name Bacardi 151 which is 75% of alcohol! Thank goodness that they can’t get it in two bars! Lolz… at the end, still they forced and treat me for a 11 shot of alcohol. First is by name ABC (3 shots)(combination of 3 type of alcohol), it is so hot that burnt my throat all way down to my stomach. I don’t know how many percent of alcohol but definitely less than 75%. Surprisingly, my caught stop for few hours! Second (1) shot is the combination of Tequila + local beer; it is about 50% of alcoholic. They still not satisfied seeing I am still alright that time, and then they order me one more by name Long Island (4 shots)(combination of Gin, Vodka, XXX, Coke and lemon). It is a nice drink, I love it! And I still alright! Until the last guy has no choice to tell the bar tender, my friend isn’t get drunk up to this moment. The bar tender just shake her head and double shot some of the alcohol in the last drink which special cocktailed by this bar (3 shots) call Samuels’ Rhubarb Pie (combination of shaken blend of Maker’s Mark bourbon, ginger liqueur, rhubard bitters, passionfruit, frsh lime and a burnt orange twist). I thought this cup will make me hang over here in the pub and my friends have to carry me out to the car or I will vomit somehow. But surprisingly, I am still alright. Lolz…. The bar tender told me, you should take part in the drinking competition. Crazy me!
After the drink, I came back and chat with my friend all night for 2 hours. I express my concern and seeking for some opinion from him for my next step to go on. Frankly speaking, no one can help me to choose my step, neither someone can guarantee me my future. Anyway, I just want someone to listen to my heart. Sorry mate that you have to spend the time with me for all these thing.
After an hour hip hop here and there, we jump in to one of the local restaurant. My friends said if you don’t try this restaurant or this particular dishes, you are not consider be at Hagndorf. Guess what, the dishes are 1 KG of lamb and 1 mix plate of porks. The portion, I told you; 4 of us big guy can’t finished! It is really huge and satisfied.
After 5 hours trip in Hagndorf, we drive back to town. Continue with last minute plan to do some excise to sweat off our calories! We went for basketball. Oh man, it is really tiring, my age could tell! Lolz… at last, my team (2 of us) won a bottle of coke. Guess my age still compete with the young boy!
At night, my buddy back from work and he was so hungry then we invite here and there whoever haven’t take their dinner to a local Chinese restaurant. 6 guys and 2 ladies ordered 7 dishes of food. We are really a big eater I guess! I am sick of flu and coughing. So ain’t enjoy very much the dinner, however; I make myself full because I knew there is something going on after dinner. (I will be a victim)
No doubt, they brought me to try the local liquor by name Bacardi 151 which is 75% of alcohol! Thank goodness that they can’t get it in two bars! Lolz… at the end, still they forced and treat me for a 11 shot of alcohol. First is by name ABC (3 shots)(combination of 3 type of alcohol), it is so hot that burnt my throat all way down to my stomach. I don’t know how many percent of alcohol but definitely less than 75%. Surprisingly, my caught stop for few hours! Second (1) shot is the combination of Tequila + local beer; it is about 50% of alcoholic. They still not satisfied seeing I am still alright that time, and then they order me one more by name Long Island (4 shots)(combination of Gin, Vodka, XXX, Coke and lemon). It is a nice drink, I love it! And I still alright! Until the last guy has no choice to tell the bar tender, my friend isn’t get drunk up to this moment. The bar tender just shake her head and double shot some of the alcohol in the last drink which special cocktailed by this bar (3 shots) call Samuels’ Rhubarb Pie (combination of shaken blend of Maker’s Mark bourbon, ginger liqueur, rhubard bitters, passionfruit, frsh lime and a burnt orange twist). I thought this cup will make me hang over here in the pub and my friends have to carry me out to the car or I will vomit somehow. But surprisingly, I am still alright. Lolz…. The bar tender told me, you should take part in the drinking competition. Crazy me!
After the drink, I came back and chat with my friend all night for 2 hours. I express my concern and seeking for some opinion from him for my next step to go on. Frankly speaking, no one can help me to choose my step, neither someone can guarantee me my future. Anyway, I just want someone to listen to my heart. Sorry mate that you have to spend the time with me for all these thing.
Monday, August 2, 2010
为我们祝福
这几天，我都在思考我的下一步该怎么走。真的很难，很忧郁。就像在赌场里，下注banker 或player的感觉。怕下错注，怕再次的输了这一场。
我很讨厌自己那么会思考，可能简单一点会过得更好，更快乐。可惜我就是这样的一个人，毕竟也有它的好吧。
我等了那封回复的讯息等了几天。。。我想告诉你：
宝贝，回来吧。
可能你们会觉得我很懦弱，不过我否认了。我并不是懦弱，而是我还爱她。我希望给自己一次机会，也想给她一次机会，就这么一次，也是最后一次！
我知道，这次的关系需要一段时间再次的建立起，尤其是那份信任！我不知道我们是否能够胜任，不过我希望我们可以。请你们祝福我们好吗？为我们的幸福而祈祷，为我们的过错而原谅。人没有十全十美，人都有过错。只要能改过，我们都得给他们机会，更何况是你所爱的人呢？
我很讨厌自己那么会思考，可能简单一点会过得更好，更快乐。可惜我就是这样的一个人，毕竟也有它的好吧。
我等了那封回复的讯息等了几天。。。我想告诉你：
宝贝，回来吧。
可能你们会觉得我很懦弱，不过我否认了。我并不是懦弱，而是我还爱她。我希望给自己一次机会，也想给她一次机会，就这么一次，也是最后一次！
我知道，这次的关系需要一段时间再次的建立起，尤其是那份信任！我不知道我们是否能够胜任，不过我希望我们可以。请你们祝福我们好吗？为我们的幸福而祈祷，为我们的过错而原谅。人没有十全十美，人都有过错。只要能改过，我们都得给他们机会，更何况是你所爱的人呢？
Sunday, August 1, 2010
A week in Adelaide
Already a week in Adelaide! Last night, I went to a friend birthday and farewell party. Frankly speaking, I am really tired and don’t feel want to go because not feeling so well; but since he invited, I rather pay a visit instead of staying at home.
When first step in his house, my gosh; all Malaysian and I somehow felt as home. Because everyone speak the same dialect. Its really awesome! Get introduce to some of them who I first met. They are just so friendly!
When I step out to the back yard for the BBQ, I saw the table with the wines. I really so shock and asking if we can finish all these? Majority of them are married and have family here in Adelaide. I think only 4 of us out of the 11 guys are yet to marry or still single. Suddenly, it rain so heavily and brought the temperature down at one shot! We knew that because all of us talking with the air full of “smoke”. The thicker it is, the cooler its mean! However, none of the guys run away from this freaking cold weather but everyone still on the table for their foods and wines.
Again, we talk about our self; and some of them doing Q & A between the married and the single. It is really lot of fun and stupid questions / answers! At one point, I just looked into the living hall (via transparent glass), I saw those women and ladies sitting together chatting as well with drinks, and some even hugging their children. You can see their happiness on their smiles. When I compare those ladies in the hall and these “kaki bottle” out here back yard, I thinking; how nice if my lady is there inside chatting with them as well? While her guy is out here fellowship with the rest of men!
I have a sudden want to book the ticket for the lady to fly over here. Even though just for a week which might more than enough for me. Because the scene really touch me and make me feel lonely. But I know I can’t do that!
We keep drinking until a point some of the wife open the door and remind their husbands don’t drink so much, and some of them take the sweater for their husband, some child looking for their daddy, and some even just cheers the glass with their love one via the transparent glass. It’s nice, isn’t it?
At 1.00 in the morning, some of them already left whereby the new comer step in. the night is yet over. I am just too tired and step in to the living hall and lie on the sofa. Just to get the warm in the house. I fall sleep for half an hour when waken up by a child. I got headache this time, I just ignored it anyway and step out again to the back yard for some drinks. Before that, I saw 2 of them fall sleep (drunk) on the sofa as well, 1 locked himself and sleep in the washroom! What the hack is this! Someone bought the cigar! I tried and felt so heavy and caused my headache goes worst! I stop and looking for something hot to drink but there is none! End up, I drink orange juice. At around 3 in the morning, I told my friend have to leave, because I am really tired and sick. He is having headache as well. We reach home; first thing to do is to vomit the overloaded foods and wines just to make our stomach feel at ease. After wash up, we just fall as flat to sleep until next day 1.00 in the noon!
Today had McD as my lunch. After that, i forced my friend to date his gf out as this is the family day and i don't want him to be with me. lolz.... Tonight, got steamboat dinner at somewhere at chinatown. Friend of mine would like to meet me up!
Hm... start coughing d... need to drink more water!!
When first step in his house, my gosh; all Malaysian and I somehow felt as home. Because everyone speak the same dialect. Its really awesome! Get introduce to some of them who I first met. They are just so friendly!
When I step out to the back yard for the BBQ, I saw the table with the wines. I really so shock and asking if we can finish all these? Majority of them are married and have family here in Adelaide. I think only 4 of us out of the 11 guys are yet to marry or still single. Suddenly, it rain so heavily and brought the temperature down at one shot! We knew that because all of us talking with the air full of “smoke”. The thicker it is, the cooler its mean! However, none of the guys run away from this freaking cold weather but everyone still on the table for their foods and wines.
Again, we talk about our self; and some of them doing Q & A between the married and the single. It is really lot of fun and stupid questions / answers! At one point, I just looked into the living hall (via transparent glass), I saw those women and ladies sitting together chatting as well with drinks, and some even hugging their children. You can see their happiness on their smiles. When I compare those ladies in the hall and these “kaki bottle” out here back yard, I thinking; how nice if my lady is there inside chatting with them as well? While her guy is out here fellowship with the rest of men!
I have a sudden want to book the ticket for the lady to fly over here. Even though just for a week which might more than enough for me. Because the scene really touch me and make me feel lonely. But I know I can’t do that!
We keep drinking until a point some of the wife open the door and remind their husbands don’t drink so much, and some of them take the sweater for their husband, some child looking for their daddy, and some even just cheers the glass with their love one via the transparent glass. It’s nice, isn’t it?
At 1.00 in the morning, some of them already left whereby the new comer step in. the night is yet over. I am just too tired and step in to the living hall and lie on the sofa. Just to get the warm in the house. I fall sleep for half an hour when waken up by a child. I got headache this time, I just ignored it anyway and step out again to the back yard for some drinks. Before that, I saw 2 of them fall sleep (drunk) on the sofa as well, 1 locked himself and sleep in the washroom! What the hack is this! Someone bought the cigar! I tried and felt so heavy and caused my headache goes worst! I stop and looking for something hot to drink but there is none! End up, I drink orange juice. At around 3 in the morning, I told my friend have to leave, because I am really tired and sick. He is having headache as well. We reach home; first thing to do is to vomit the overloaded foods and wines just to make our stomach feel at ease. After wash up, we just fall as flat to sleep until next day 1.00 in the noon!
Today had McD as my lunch. After that, i forced my friend to date his gf out as this is the family day and i don't want him to be with me. lolz.... Tonight, got steamboat dinner at somewhere at chinatown. Friend of mine would like to meet me up!
Hm... start coughing d... need to drink more water!!
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